here,some words before suicide...
and i guess someone of you may feel a reflection,if you like this,check out the stuff of Henry Rollins,[link]
to read the whole lyrik take a look here:[link]
I know you
You were too short,You had bad skin
You couldn't talk to them very well
Words didn't seem to work
They lied when they came out of your mouth
You tried so hard to understand them
You wanted to be part of what was happening
You saw them having fun,And it seemed like such a mystery
Made you think that there was something wrong with you
You'd look in the mirror and try to find it
You thought that you were ugly
And that everyone was looking at you
So you learned to be invisible
To avoid conversation Working some job -
just to have something to do.
A chance to get away from the ones that made you feel
so strange and ill at ease inside yourself
If they would notice that you came from a different planet
thought you were so weird? Yeah, I think I know you
You spent a lot of time full of hate
You couldn't figure out what they saw in the way they lived
The place they weren't, that was home, I know you
You're sensitive and you hide it because you fear
getting stepped on one more time
They mistake kindliness for weakness
But you know the difference
You've been the brunt of their weakness for years
You know yourself very well now,And you don't trust people
You know them too well,Yeah, I think I know you
You spend a lot of time daydreaming
But they don't know, do they? About the long night shifts alone,Well, maybe they do know
But if they do, they sure do a good job of hiding it
For you life is a long trip,Terrifying and wonderful
Birds sing to you at night,The rain and the sun the changing seasons are true friends,Solitude is a hard won ally, faithful and patient
this is just an excerpt,(due to copyright?!
maybe,this words have to be heard,not read only...
thanx to all here...
and those who want me per ICQ,please mail first!